Once I fell into the abyss of gambling can not be extricated, made many unforgivable wrongdoing. I defrauded my online lover of 700,000 dollars and stole money from my girlfriend on many occasions, and now I think that it is too late to repent. Gambling is like a bottomless black hole, devouring my sanity and soul bit by bit. In the quagmire of gambling, I fell deeper and deeper, lost my moral bottom line, and hurt those who once loved me and trusted me. I know very well that gambling brings nothing but destruction and pain. It made me lose my dignity, my passion for life, and almost ruined my life. But I can't go on sinking like this, I have to make a change. From now on, I will resolutely draw a line with gambling. I am going to learn to control my desires and impulses and no longer fall prey to the false temptations of gambling. I will try to make up for the mistakes I have made and sincerely apologize and repent to those I have hurt. I will re-examine my values and outlook on life and understand what is really important. I will cherish the people around me and rebuild their trust in me with my own efforts and actions. I will cultivate healthy hobbies and interests to enrich my life and no longer have the time and energy to dabble in gambling. The road to quitting gambling is bound to be full of hardships and challenges, but I have made up my mind. I believe that as long as I persevere, I will be able to defeat the demon of gambling and regain that once kind and upright self. I hope my experience can give those who are still hovering on the edge of gambling a warning not to repeat my mistakes. Let's bravely embark on the road to quit gambling and meet a new life.